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I'm stretched thin. Trying to find a way to love you, A reason to defend you. But I can't. Not when you can't be bothered. I hold a feeling of love, acceptance. All I feel from you is coldness. I remember your smile. Only barely. If I could change something, I would have talked to you sooner. Before we got like this. Before the silence. Before the self-loathing. Before the tears. I would have stopped all of this. Fix it. One way or another. I wish I could see you now. Tell you this. Share my thoughts. But I can't. Not when you won't show. I'm torn. Between what I want to do, And what I have to do. It isn't fair. I k

Welp. This sucks. Just got sick and now I have to work the entire weekend. :( Oh well. At least some family is coming out to see us for Thanksgiving. Also, one of my friends has asked me to try and draw commissions for everyone on DA. I accepted her challenge (grudgingly). I will be posting some sample pictures that I have done over the week and some others to give more variety on styles AFTER the long weekend. This means sometime either next week or the week after (seeing as Halloween is coming up). Some friends and I are planning on a cosplay group too. We have the camera, some costumes, makeups, but are lacking a name. We'll be posting a

I hate being poor....Many would guess I would start talking about the movie or the book......No.........First off, this weekend was Anime Revolution in Vancouver.....All of my girlfriends went. Second, window shop for a new laptop, and I forget to turn on my phone volume.......Grounded for two days........Third, I FINALLY watched The Hunger Games......Which brings me to my first statement.......I hate being poor.....That movie had depicted my exact feels in the course of a two week span.......Horrible then something good happens, make a friend then they become dead to me, and my crush or lover will disappear on me only to be found beaten.....